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Opinions.

Honest ones.

What do you think of me? What do you think of how I am, of what my goals are?

You don't even have to sign in to coment if you don't want me to know who you are.

There are so many visions of me... I want to know what everyone sees.


... just humour me with this?

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I think KnN's going on permanate holiday.

Or at least on a very long one. Maybe I'll update with teh caps I've made but...

I just don't care anymore. It's been two years. I'm amazed I had the attention span for that long of a haul.

Nothing new is comign out, GX has started sucking, I don't care about Doma, AE pissed me off. Maybe I'll go and finish the DK recap. And at some point I want to go cap the 'evil Yuugi' ep. And get ep 199 on DVD and cap the first 5 min o that properly. But it's not like I have the money to go randomly get that DVD or anything.

Yeah.

...

I just don't care about it anymore, ya know? I hate the fandom, 99% of everything Yuugiou related out there is pure crap and missinformation. So why am I stressing over this? I pisses me off every error I find, and there's getting to be more and more of those. Indexes updated but never uploaded, copy paste errors. Galleries in dissaray.

Yuugiou isn't even my favorite anime.

Fan pages aren't going to get you anywhere. It's not like I'm doing anything orginal here. I'm taking screencaps of someone elses work.

I don;t think I know what I want to do at the moment. Well.. in the long run. I want to get my degree finaly. Again, I'm unsure about in what. I may swich from PR to Digital Media or another consentration in com. I was looking at the newspaper the otehr day and there was a beautiful photos of the sun setting over a lake... and I thought: "I want to do that."

So why am I planning on majoring in PR? Hasn't running KnN taught me anything? Just because I do it anyway doesn't mean I should do it for a living.

Indesisive? Maybe.

I know I'm horribly antisocial. I have my Judy and now the Kristen and everyone else is via my computer. And even then, I know I'm not good at keeping up friendships. I look at my buddy list and feel guilty at times. It's like seeing fragements of reflections. Here's someone from PF. Here's someone I used to chat with for ages on AIM. Here's someone from campus. Here's a family member I never speak with. Here's an old friend that I used to talk on the phone with for hours about everything. Here's someone I only really chat with to RP.

I'm not good with people. I'm not good with relationships. Most of my life, my computer was my best friend. Even on campus, I had barely any intreaction with the group I considered close friends. I spent most of my time online.

Yet even now, my buddy list is shrinking. Half of the people on it, I never talk to anyway. I'm not even sure who half these people are anymore.

Consider my LJ profile... 36 people on the mutual friends section. 48 others have me friended. I don;'t even read half the entries on my friends page. I skim alot of them. Some people I have on there because I know there'd be issues if I took them off. Why that should stop me, I don;t know. Guess I'm afraid of hurting people's feelings or something like that.

I don;'t understand why everyone says I'm so nice....

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"I think you're a person of contradictions, and you probably ought to resolve that."

As I just look at that line and just...

It's funny because it's true. That must be why I'm laughing to the point of tears.

It's always the simple statements that just make me sit there and just...

Yin and Yang.

I should make that my icon. *laughs at self*

Nothings changed in that respect, I guess. :)

And I'm not even going to bother being cryptic here (too late? :) ). Those who'd get it already get it by the quote and know what I'm talking about. THose who don't... well... Sorry. ^^