Jun. 20th, 2001

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Played with colours.. made a 2nd acount... made new icons...

And my brain is back to thinking about AU Shin and Gabe. Oye.
Currently, I blame the song. :) I've already dubbed it theirs...

Just kinda wondering what Gabe's reaction will be when he catches up...

..
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Hm. As I realize that might be a spoiler... but then again, it;s the AU... ah well. Sore wa... Spoiler desu! *giggles and runs off*
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but, unfortuantly... it seems to... *sigh*

Though Freelove is also Kirou... more so I think...

But it's just odd... Damocles (in my mind) has a largly Mode soundtrack.... [And Xella's been eattin' that pizza a long time...]

Gah. I do not feel like going into another Damocles ponderance! Meh.

More Mode

Jun. 20th, 2001 02:41 am
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Oye... This song just reminds me too much of sex.

Exepct the two lines that remind me of Keiko..

...

That sounds so wrong...

http://www.depechemode.com/archive/Lyrics/Trainspotter/comatose.html

It's... like Shin... kinda... Gah. I should be in bed.
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I just had to....

http://www.depechemode.com/archive/Lyrics/Trainspotter/ifeelloved.html

*smiles* XEEEEEEEEELLLLLAAAAAAAAAA!!! *giggles* *runs off*
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There's light in the bathroom again!!! YEAAAAYY! And it's brighter then before!

Only the toilet paper in the first stall ran away again..... goddamnit.


And rrreeeeeeeeeeealy bad song skin combo....

The Kakyou skin that's from the pict where he's all in black and white exept for his eyes.....

With Happy Happy Joy Joy.

*giggle*

Random

Jun. 20th, 2001 11:08 am
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He didn't look up when he heard the footsteps. He could feel who it was... could fell the crack of ice purple that ran through the blackness of the other man's aura. "So it's to be you?" he said in a near whisper. "Fate has a bent sence of humour. After everything else, you're the one who'll take my life as well."

The other man was silent a moment. "I'm not going to kill you."

"Why not?!" He looked up, eyes hurt. "I won't go back and I have no place to go, so why not? Someone will, and I'd rather it be you then him. I choose to selfdestruct rather then explode when I'm around the ONE THING that I still care about that's still alive!" His eyes began to tear. "After everything you've done to me, you at least owe me that...."

Dream On

Jun. 20th, 2001 11:34 am
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As your bony fingers close around me
Long and spindly
Death becomes me
Heaven can you see what I see


He closed his eyes as he felt the other man's hand close around his neck. He went slowly limp as the life was squeezed from him. This would put it right. Now the future he had seen would never come to pass.....


Hey you pale and sickly child
You're death and living reconciled
Been walking home a crooked mile


"That frail form holds more power then one can hope to see in a lifetime. His very existance changes the lives of those around him. He is Karma.... he is Fate.... He is the one who can decide who lives or dies...."


Paying debt to karma
You party for a living
What you take won't kill you
But careful what you're giving


"You need to save some of you for you...."
"But if I don't give myself to others.... what good am I?"


There's no time for hesitating
Pain is ready, pain is waiting
Primed to do it's educating


He closed his eyes and showed him everything. The pain he had felt as his live flowed out from him, staining the white of the deathly purity with the deep red of blood....


Unwanted, uninvited kin
It creeps beneath your crawling skin
It lives without it lives within you


"You are mine..." she gave a slow smirk as she caressed the man captive under her. "And you always have been, and always will be, Brother mine...."


Feel the fever coming
You're shaking and twitching
You can scratch all over
But that won't stop you itching


He fell to his knees, clutching at himself. "What-- what's happening to me...." he whispered in a near terrifed voice, shaking slightly. "It's-- It's like---" His eyes went wide and he looked up. "They're calling us--- trying trying to call us back..."


Can you feel a little love
Can you feel a little love


"Because I can't!" he cried, fists clentched at his sides. "I need you--- I need you to be whole... Our souls are intertwined.... why--- why won;t you return my feelings?!"


Dream on... Dream on


"He won't wake up." She sighed. "He's wrapped himself in his dreamword...."


Blame it on your karmic curse
Oh shame upon the universe
It knows its lines
It's well rehearsed


"Fate is crule..." his whispered in a disparing voice. "Why-- why is everything I love being torn from me and burned before my eyes?"


It sucked you in, it dragged you down
To where there is no hallowed ground
Where holiness is never found


"Like it here?" he whispered, voice cracking. "Like being used to cause others pain? Like not being held prisoner and having my will taken from me?"


Paying debt to karma
You party for a living
What you take won't kill you
But careful what you're giving


"I don't have anything left to give! You have everything... everything but my soul...."


Can you feel a little love
Can you feel a little love


"Please...." he wrapped his arms around the other man, resting his head on his forhead. "I need to know.... you do feel anything... anything at all for me... any love at all for me...."


Dream on... Dream on

Snow

Jun. 20th, 2001 11:40 am
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He looked out the window at where the snow was still falling. Slowly, he put down his pencil and walked over, opening the glass pane and leaning out. Eyes closing, he let the snow fall on him. He looked down at the near by ground, seeing the snow almost up to where the low window was. As if in a trance he stood up on the window sill, turning to face the inside of his room. Closeing his eyes, he let himself fall backwards out into the snow.

He lay there, looking like a fallen angel, and let the snow cover him.
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"I don;t know what it is about you... but I let you take me over.... Anything you want... I give.... Already, you have my heart and my soul in you hands... I just prey you'll be gentle with them...

So now you truly own me... all of me... I've given all of myself... you've even made me bleed... You could tie me up in shackles and chains, and I'd let you... I've already let you put me in a cage and tie me down to a bed... I call you 'Master' when you tell me too, and let you hurt me...

And I'm starting to like it...

Is there anything really left of me anymore?

Just the part that wants him to be happy, and doesn't know how to make it be that way.

Does he think I've abandoned him, now that there is you?

My reflection still startles me... because I don't expect to see it like that... But slowly, my mental image of myself is changing to show that reflection...

The reflection you gave me...

Instead of marking my flesh with your symbol, you have marked my body and my soul with your name....

And I don't mind it anymore...

Isn't because I have love for you now? Because I saw into your true self... and into your soul? To willingly place myself on your alter... and sarcarfice all that is me for you....

Or is it because I have noone else left....

Gr...

Jun. 20th, 2001 04:17 pm
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Something moved my icons! I hope it wasn;t YIM cause then I'd have to kill it...

Ah well. :)

Back from class, which was SERIOUSLY borring... Super Student blathed on and on about Norway and didn't seem to have a point to it all... She acted like she was teaching her own class rather then making a presentation. Ah well. I feel better about my peice o' crud to be...

And my teath are having a taste again... makes no sence... Teath are not supose to taste like blood...

Chibis

Jun. 20th, 2001 04:54 pm
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The Chibi population in my head:

a handful of Fran-Nyans that multiply as needed
A couple random Frans... bunch of Fran varents...

Normal [full sized] Shin, normal [chibi] Shin, Pissy Shin, sailor SHin (Who is near constantly hiding behind Hawk) The Shin that's always in his room... and at least 2 others....

There's a Hawk... and there's a Nav....

Luce ran off with Fuuma.... I think she's dead now...

Vas's been gone a while...

Val's over with Anna I beleive..

Lev is over with Luke...

Ko is 90% gone... Maybe if I kill her off again she'll go fully.

Somtimes there's a chibi Kirou. :)

And I;ve frogotten what the point of this was....
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It's the song that;s like... half my characters! :) And Lev. :) But Lev IS a freak on a leash... poor boy... :)

Scary me?

Jun. 20th, 2001 07:59 pm
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*blink* Apparently I can scare the crud outta someone over IM.... Talent? *evil grin*

Oye. I should be folding my laundry.....

And how come they don't have a icon for 'pained' or 'in pain'? *goes off to take an ibprophen.*
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... There are messages there.... Peroidicly they show up on the message list... I click... and they run away..... goddamncheepyahoo.
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Aww.. no emotacon for 'Groovy' *giggle*

Off in the distance, Zanna is screaming and she doesn;t know why... *giggle giggle*

Must remember to hurry the hell up with book 1 edits... or at least post the chapters I've done already..

Spent half of class today reading chap 17.. I love that chapter... Shin doesn't. :) He's rather irratated with me for how I treat him in the stories. Then I remind him of the final outcome and stuff about Ariel and he shuts up for a bit and sulks instead. Then he complains about who I'm killing off, and I remind him of one I spared and he complains about how I did it. Ya know, it's rather sad when your own creations talk back and bad mouth you... *grin*
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Yer opening song (& cackle) is playing with a Kaworu skin!

How does one go about summoning a Zanna anyway?

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