Jul. 11th, 2001
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Jul. 11th, 2001 04:46 am... hit the wrong button...
Got this e-mail from Lauren....
Fran--
I just want to apologize for being a horrible bitch to you.
I wanted to do this to your face, but that would mean waiting too
long, if I haven't all ready, & I tried leaving you a voicemail message
but the phones
aren't working. That's really it. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you. I
thought there were reasons once, but that's just bullshit. This does
not make up for it or excuse it. I just thought you deserved it.
I'm sorry, I almost want to say all these pleading sort of things, but
I really don't have the right to so . . . good night
see ya around
Lauren
I don't quite understand it... mainly, what brought this on...
Maybe it's the fact that Juchan just pulled Andachan back from the abyss that my brain is see this as a mildly worrysome thing...
This is the kinda thing that happens after a near death expreance, either yours or someone you care about's, a life shattering event... Or before someone tries to comit suicide. I hope to GOD it is not the last. Or any of those for that matter... maybe she just had a self-realzation type thing, I don't know...
It's just that, from what I know of Lauren, this isn;t normaly how she works... Unless she;s been hearing things and is trying a bit too late to correct all the things that have been slowly pilling up. *sigh*
We just roomed together too long
It's kinda like how Mike and I barely saw eachother for a year or so and now we're in teh same building and we don;t have the urge to drag the other to a deathmatch ring anytime soon....
Maybe she found out about the zombie room....
Got this e-mail from Lauren....
Fran--
I just want to apologize for being a horrible bitch to you.
I wanted to do this to your face, but that would mean waiting too
long, if I haven't all ready, & I tried leaving you a voicemail message
but the phones
aren't working. That's really it. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you. I
thought there were reasons once, but that's just bullshit. This does
not make up for it or excuse it. I just thought you deserved it.
I'm sorry, I almost want to say all these pleading sort of things, but
I really don't have the right to so . . . good night
see ya around
Lauren
I don't quite understand it... mainly, what brought this on...
Maybe it's the fact that Juchan just pulled Andachan back from the abyss that my brain is see this as a mildly worrysome thing...
This is the kinda thing that happens after a near death expreance, either yours or someone you care about's, a life shattering event... Or before someone tries to comit suicide. I hope to GOD it is not the last. Or any of those for that matter... maybe she just had a self-realzation type thing, I don't know...
It's just that, from what I know of Lauren, this isn;t normaly how she works... Unless she;s been hearing things and is trying a bit too late to correct all the things that have been slowly pilling up. *sigh*
We just roomed together too long
It's kinda like how Mike and I barely saw eachother for a year or so and now we're in teh same building and we don;t have the urge to drag the other to a deathmatch ring anytime soon....
Maybe she found out about the zombie room....
Now Shin... (& Ko)
Jul. 11th, 2001 02:30 pm[ http://miva.zodiacal.com/acro.mv ]
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Shinkou Tensou
Shinkou:
Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn
money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You work hard
to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are relatively
demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and
physically. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a
great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength.
You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature.
:
Tensou:
You are an overly sensitive person, often falling into a savior-martyr
role. You are very skeptical and have more than your share of bad luck.
You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You must learn to give
'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to earn money to
prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material
gains and status. You need to learn flexibility. You need to learn the
meaning of true giving.
Wow... got the last name right... *giggle*
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Kosei Tensou
Kosei:
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination.
You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You
have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner
strength. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You
can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively
demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and
physically.
And Kosei doesnt; deserve a Tensou name... hmm.. not like she deserves this one eother....
Kaminaru:
You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have
much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You
are always involved with projects and things to do. You need to learn to
give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of
affection. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
You have a need to be up front. You enjoy a challenge. You can take
thought-directed actions. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature.
Though, this is more Ko before she went bitch... ghmmm....
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Shinkou Tensou
Shinkou:
Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn
money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You work hard
to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are relatively
demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and
physically. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a
great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength.
You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature.
:
Tensou:
You are an overly sensitive person, often falling into a savior-martyr
role. You are very skeptical and have more than your share of bad luck.
You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You must learn to give
'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to earn money to
prove your success to society and must learn the true value of material
gains and status. You need to learn flexibility. You need to learn the
meaning of true giving.
Wow... got the last name right... *giggle*
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Kosei Tensou
Kosei:
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination.
You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You
have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner
strength. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You
can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively
demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and
physically.
And Kosei doesnt; deserve a Tensou name... hmm.. not like she deserves this one eother....
Kaminaru:
You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have
much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You
are always involved with projects and things to do. You need to learn to
give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of
affection. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
You have a need to be up front. You enjoy a challenge. You can take
thought-directed actions. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature.
Though, this is more Ko before she went bitch... ghmmm....
Damocles Names
Jul. 11th, 2001 02:37 pmLevka:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You
have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You can be quite
inventive and quite curious. You can easily detach from people and
situations. You enjoy unconventional friends. You have good
recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have much enthusiasm
with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
--
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Naveru Zanguise
Naveru:
You tend to be critical of yourself, not always expressing your true
desires. You have an interest in health and health matters. You have
much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You
can easily detach from people and situations. You enjoy unconventional
friends. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You enjoy a
challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You are soft-hearted
with a charitable nature.
:
Zanguise:
You have much compassion and psychic ability. You may have
extremes of luck. Bad luck can be the result of laziness or lack of faith.
You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service
and not be a martyr. You are a hard worker when you make up your
mind to do a job. You need to learn the meaning of true giving. You are
relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked
verbally and physically. You try to be prudent. You have good business
acumen. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who
cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
---
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Hawk Valdis
Hawk:
You are an 11th hour person, always succeeding just in the nick of time.
The lesson of money is prominent in your life. You have much
enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You have
high aspirations and a cheery disposition. You have good recuperative
abilities. You are determined.
:
Valdis:
You have difficulty getting emotionally close to others. You believe in
live and let live. You are future oriented. You have a need to be up
front. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness
are important to you. You have a discriminating nature coupled with
perseverance and family pride. You are relatively demonstrative in your
affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You try to
be prudent. You have good business acumen.
---
Kajiro:
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination.
You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You
have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
You conduct yourself in a fair and just manner. You enjoy watching or
participating in sports. You are relatively demonstrative in your
affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You enjoy a
challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You have a great deal
of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength.
(Sports?! Maybe he IS a closet baseball fan? :)
---
Nyaka:
You tend to be critical of yourself, not always expressing your true
desires. You have an interest in health and health matters. Your
independence and freedom are important to you. You have much
enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You have
good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a need to be
up front.
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You
have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You can be quite
inventive and quite curious. You can easily detach from people and
situations. You enjoy unconventional friends. You have good
recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have much enthusiasm
with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
--
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Naveru Zanguise
Naveru:
You tend to be critical of yourself, not always expressing your true
desires. You have an interest in health and health matters. You have
much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You
can easily detach from people and situations. You enjoy unconventional
friends. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You enjoy a
challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You are soft-hearted
with a charitable nature.
:
Zanguise:
You have much compassion and psychic ability. You may have
extremes of luck. Bad luck can be the result of laziness or lack of faith.
You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service
and not be a martyr. You are a hard worker when you make up your
mind to do a job. You need to learn the meaning of true giving. You are
relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked
verbally and physically. You try to be prudent. You have good business
acumen. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who
cannot tolerate being misunderstood.
---
NAME ANALYSIS FOR: Hawk Valdis
Hawk:
You are an 11th hour person, always succeeding just in the nick of time.
The lesson of money is prominent in your life. You have much
enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You have
high aspirations and a cheery disposition. You have good recuperative
abilities. You are determined.
:
Valdis:
You have difficulty getting emotionally close to others. You believe in
live and let live. You are future oriented. You have a need to be up
front. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness
are important to you. You have a discriminating nature coupled with
perseverance and family pride. You are relatively demonstrative in your
affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You try to
be prudent. You have good business acumen.
---
Kajiro:
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination.
You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You
have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
You conduct yourself in a fair and just manner. You enjoy watching or
participating in sports. You are relatively demonstrative in your
affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You enjoy a
challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You have a great deal
of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength.
(Sports?! Maybe he IS a closet baseball fan? :)
---
Nyaka:
You tend to be critical of yourself, not always expressing your true
desires. You have an interest in health and health matters. Your
independence and freedom are important to you. You have much
enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You have
good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You have a need to be
up front.
GodDAMMIT!
Jul. 11th, 2001 04:02 pmI hate money. I hate that I OWE money... they keep freezing my damned accounts and shit, most of the time not even because of anything I've done and I hate that it's a pay fine library and they charge so damned much and they turned OFF my damned PIN NUMBER 'cause I apparently forgot to pay the bill which THEY never sent me. God DAMN it... and now they're gonna expect me to pay more money then the bill actually IS to get it reactivated.
This is such shit.
And I NEEEED to remember to register fer the 2 more courses and they changed the time of one of the otehrs so I may have to just COMPLEATLY redo my schedule....
...
.
" Due to a planned campus-wide electrical
shutdown, all web and
e-mail services will be
unavailable the weekend of
07/20/01. The exact times
of the down time will be
posted as they are known. "
.. that BETTER be after classes... What the fuck?! they're PURPOUSLY shutting down campus?! What about people staying for interssion 2?! I'm PAYING MONEY to be here damned it!!!
I want an appartment but I want to be in the dorm... Why can;t I find a hybrid? Goddamnit...
(Now playing 'I still beleive' with the Kakyou.Hokuto skin]
And now the fire alarm is going off in the SUB.. it's REALLY F-ING loud... We're a good 5 min walk away and not even facign it and I can hear it...
And I cna;t get my schedule from the computer. WHY is campus deterorating?
Oh, and I have my peroid. Gr.
This is such shit.
And I NEEEED to remember to register fer the 2 more courses and they changed the time of one of the otehrs so I may have to just COMPLEATLY redo my schedule....
...
.
" Due to a planned campus-wide electrical
shutdown, all web and
e-mail services will be
unavailable the weekend of
07/20/01. The exact times
of the down time will be
posted as they are known. "
.. that BETTER be after classes... What the fuck?! they're PURPOUSLY shutting down campus?! What about people staying for interssion 2?! I'm PAYING MONEY to be here damned it!!!
I want an appartment but I want to be in the dorm... Why can;t I find a hybrid? Goddamnit...
(Now playing 'I still beleive' with the Kakyou.Hokuto skin]
And now the fire alarm is going off in the SUB.. it's REALLY F-ING loud... We're a good 5 min walk away and not even facign it and I can hear it...
And I cna;t get my schedule from the computer. WHY is campus deterorating?
Oh, and I have my peroid. Gr.
Because I am utterly silly.
Jul. 11th, 2001 06:50 pmDid pet's name... for my computer. :)
Bakami:
You have a loyal pet who is very protective and possessive. Your pet
has a real need for adventure and has very little fear, so keep an eye on
this one! Your pet may appear slow at first, but always manages to get
his/her catch. This animal is also very protective of home and family.
Your pet has an aggressive streak; - obedience is not this pet's strong
point. Your pet is exceptionally loyal and affectionate. You won't have
to worry about this pet straying far from home. This animal has a
pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex
Bakami:
You have a loyal pet who is very protective and possessive. Your pet
has a real need for adventure and has very little fear, so keep an eye on
this one! Your pet may appear slow at first, but always manages to get
his/her catch. This animal is also very protective of home and family.
Your pet has an aggressive streak; - obedience is not this pet's strong
point. Your pet is exceptionally loyal and affectionate. You won't have
to worry about this pet straying far from home. This animal has a
pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex