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Ya know?
I think I'm starting to resent college.
I have gotten called to sub MORE TIMES this semester! And only ONCE could I go in!
Fuck it. Next semester, I'm doing part time/minimal classes. I know there's going to be a long term subbing job at the highschool for one of the secrataries and fuck if I'm going to let college get in the way of me feeling useful. It drains my energy, makes me frustrated and in many cases, kills my productivity.
I could have had 2 days subbing for remedial reading for the gradeschool. Ya know, BASIC EASY special ed teaching. 2 days of pay.
Yeah, I'm going for developmental pysch most likely now. And if it takes me 5 more years at minimal course loads, so be it. As long as I'm doing something iwth that other time.
Yes. At this point, I would rather work then go to school. Cause, you know, at work, if a member of your team doesn't fucking do what they're supose to so that your group progect can get done, they get their asses kicked. And you can actualy do things that effect the outside world and not just do shit to get a little letter on a peice of paper.
...
I think that's it.
I hate school cause it has no meaning and no realivance to real life or the outside world. Working on KnN affects the real world much more then anything I do in school.
Fuck it all.
I think I'm starting to resent college.
I have gotten called to sub MORE TIMES this semester! And only ONCE could I go in!
Fuck it. Next semester, I'm doing part time/minimal classes. I know there's going to be a long term subbing job at the highschool for one of the secrataries and fuck if I'm going to let college get in the way of me feeling useful. It drains my energy, makes me frustrated and in many cases, kills my productivity.
I could have had 2 days subbing for remedial reading for the gradeschool. Ya know, BASIC EASY special ed teaching. 2 days of pay.
Yeah, I'm going for developmental pysch most likely now. And if it takes me 5 more years at minimal course loads, so be it. As long as I'm doing something iwth that other time.
Yes. At this point, I would rather work then go to school. Cause, you know, at work, if a member of your team doesn't fucking do what they're supose to so that your group progect can get done, they get their asses kicked. And you can actualy do things that effect the outside world and not just do shit to get a little letter on a peice of paper.
...
I think that's it.
I hate school cause it has no meaning and no realivance to real life or the outside world. Working on KnN affects the real world much more then anything I do in school.
Fuck it all.