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Not a Virgin
"Ariel?" he called softly.
"Yes, Shin?" The redhead opened his door. "What is it?"
"I--" Shin pressed his lips together. "I-- I need to talk to you... can I come in?" he asked softly.
Not a virgin
Shin walked in the room and sat down. "I--" he looked at his hands.
I just thought you should know
Gabriel glared at Shin. "Why did you tell him that? You know how sensitive he is!"
"I couldn't not, Gabriel!" Shin insisted, hands over his heart, eyes pained. "I can't hold back anything from him... or you...."
I took a walk up your block
In fact I have been all over town
Down by the lake
And underneath the table in my living room
But side with the blue blue moon
Gabriel's lip curled into a rabid smirk, and in a heartbeat he grabbed Shin around the waist and threw the boy over his shoulder. "We're going to Luke's room. He has leather."
Shin gave a startled squeak. "L-l--" he stammered, trying to keep from getting dizzy.
Call me a slut call me a jaded pill
But darlin I've got your number now
"I--" Shin resisted the urge to run for his cage and hide behind the curtains. "I should-- should go to my room...." He fought to keep his voice sounding normal.
Gabriel eyed him much like a predator. "Why? I thought you wanted to learn."
"I--" Shin hesitated. "I do, I just--" He looked at Gabriel, eyes slightly fearful.
Gabriel arched an eyebrow. "Anything wrong? You look uncomfortable."
"I just asked you to tie me down and hurt me... and I don't really know why...." Shin said in a quiet voice. "And-- and I know you would do it..." he finished in a near whisper.
I've been taken
I've been hung up
I get down and start it over again
I've been open
And I've been closed like a book
And burned down like a written sin
I just thought you should know my darling
Before we begin
I'm not a virgin anymore
"Do you like this, Shin?" Gabriel snaked his hand under Shin's shirt and tweaked his flesh. "Is this what you want?"
Shin made a small noise, wincing slightly. He nodded, eyes half closed.
"Answer me, Shinkou." Gabriel grabbed the flesh of Shin's chest and sank his nails into it.
Shin gave a cry. "Y-yes..." he stammered, eyes watering slightly.
Gabriel lifted himself off of Shin so they were no longer touching at all. "Yes, what?"
Shin looked up at Gabriel, eyes filled with mixed emotions, tainted with wanting. "Yes, Master..." he said in a near whisper.
"Good boy."
Just thought you should know
Before you let another lie
Slip through those crooked little teeth
I don't think you wanna start that shit with me
"It was all a lie, wasn't it," he said in a quiet, yet strong voice.
Gabriel blinked. "What?"
"Everything. Everything you said... everything you did... everything you promised... It was all because of your want for power...." Shin's eyes held a look of betrayal as they watered slightly. "You used me... you took advantage of me... you lied to me... All so you could advance...."
Much better yet
Tell me something dangerous and true
Oh yeah that looks much sexier on you
"I think you're beginning to develop my kinds of tastes."
Shin blinked at the other man, expression confused. "What do you mean?
"I mean, I think you're beginning to like receiving pain as much as I like to inflict it."
'Cause I can see right through you
On a cloudy day and darlin' I think you wanna play
Gabriel smiled almost ferally, and backed Shinkou up against a wall, pressing his palms to the wall on either side of Shin's shoulders. "You do like it when others take control, don't you?" He kissed the boy forcefully on the cheek.
Shin nodded, moving closer to Gabriel, almost nuzzling the man's neck. "I like it when you do best..." he said in a soft whisper, eyes half closing in anticipation.
I've been taken
I've been hung up
I get down and start it over again
I've been open
And I've been closed like a book
And burned down like a written sin
I just thought you should know my darling
So if you wanna play dirty darling I'm gonna win
I'm not a virgin anymore
Gabriel pointed a slim finger at Shin. "You have no right to know of me unless I let you."
Shin was quiet a moment. "Will you?" he asked softly.
Gabriel swiftly turned on his heel and walked a few steps away. "I'll go get my brother now."
Shin sighed. "Shall I take that as a no then?"
Gabriel stalked to the door and threw it open. "It was supposed to be EMPTY!" he exited and slammed the door.
Been there done that
(Say what?)
Get the hang of it
Get screwed
I screw you I had a whole lot of fun with it
I've had enough now so you better take a bow
It's gonna be a new experience if you wanna play with me
Shin nodded. "Thank you..." he said, voice still soft. "It's still too new, I think..." he said softly. "I-- I mean--" His cheeks tinged slightly. "I'm still... almost painfully naive..."
Gabriel chuckled lightly. "Do you want a biology lesson?"
Shin gave a small smile. "I know that part... I just-- All I know is from books...."
"Well, what other form is there? I've already taken you. What more to you need?"
"I--" Shin's face flushed slightly. "There's-- I mean..." his flush deepened. "More then one way, right?"
Gabriel nodded. "Of course." He paused. "But I'm not going to let YOU be on top, if THAT's what you're getting at."
Shin shook his head. "No, I--" he squirmed slightly. "I don't think I'd know what to do. I just--" he bit his lip. "Never mind," he shook his head.
Gabriel sighed. "Shin. Do you want me to give you a book of photographs and have you pick out the one you'd like to try?"
Daisy chains and maryjanes
Happy ending fairy tales
Cannot fool me now
Gabriel let his arms fall limply above his head and for a moment, revelled in the feeling of being loved by an angel.
Shin pulled back slightly, eyes concerned. "You okay?" he asked softly, gently caressing the side of Gabriel's face.
Gabriel blinked at Shin a moment, then laughed lightly. "Don't be absurd. Lay down on your stomach now, I want to feel feathers against my chest."
Shin obeyed. "You were just..." he hesitated a moment. "I've never seen you this relaxed and clam..."
Gabriel chuckled, maneuvering so Shin was underneath him, and kissed the boy's neck. "Is it so terrible to be relaxed and calm?" He bit down on Shin's flesh hard enough to leave a mark.
I've been taken
I've been hung up
I get down and start it over again
I've been open
And I've been closed like a book
And burned down like a written sin
Gabriel pumped Shin as fast and as deep as he possibly could, moving his hand from around Shin's waist to his shoulder, embedding his nails into the boy's skin. He whispered against Shin's ear passionately. "Come for me, angel. I want to feel you tighten."
Hell I've been divided
Out of my mind and reinvented again
I've been ignited and then uninvited
So honey
You break it up
I'm gonna put it back together again
"I-- I want..." Shin bowed his head. "I want you..." he said in a very soft voice.
Gabriel raised an eyebrow. "You want me?"
Shin nodded slowly, still not looking up for fear of rejection.
Gabriel bent slightly to be on Shin's level. "For what?"
Shin's tears spilled over again. "Not 'for' anything.." he nearly whispered. "I-- I just want you... to be with you like-- like we were before..."
"You want me to fuck you."
"NO!" Shin exclaimed, looking up, eyes hurt and fists clenched. "I want your affection... I-- I just want--" Fresh tears flowed and he burred his face in his hands. "I want you to like me again..." he whispered.
I just thought you should know my darling
Before we begin
I'm not a virgin anymore
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