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I have a camera memory card full of photos and videos o the bebbeh lambs. It's actualy nice out. Stuff in the greenhouse on campus is growing.
...
Normaly, this stuff makes me all hearts and fluffy bunnies. I wandered around campus aimlessly a while after counciling.
And felt utterly detached from it all.
It isn't New Paltz. It'll never be New Paltz. But it was supose to be something... something awsome.
But I'm not a part of it. I'm not really a part of anything.
Why can't I ever talk about what I ment to in councling? Why does it almost always feel like I wasted the entire time just gabbing?
The chimes at GMC were out of tune. But they were still beautiful and I recognized both the tunes, even if I don't know their names. Both classical peaces. I think one owas in Princess Tutu.
What am I even looking for?
I'm not even sure why I'm even posting this.
...
Normaly, this stuff makes me all hearts and fluffy bunnies. I wandered around campus aimlessly a while after counciling.
And felt utterly detached from it all.
It isn't New Paltz. It'll never be New Paltz. But it was supose to be something... something awsome.
But I'm not a part of it. I'm not really a part of anything.
Why can't I ever talk about what I ment to in councling? Why does it almost always feel like I wasted the entire time just gabbing?
The chimes at GMC were out of tune. But they were still beautiful and I recognized both the tunes, even if I don't know their names. Both classical peaces. I think one owas in Princess Tutu.
What am I even looking for?
I'm not even sure why I'm even posting this.