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A year later and I'm still biting my lip and indecisive.
Ma and I were in Poulty and I mentioned about Green Mountain being an Enviromental Science college. Ma instantly asks "So why aren't you going there?"
It's a very good question.
I've looked at it. I've vaugly looked into it. And I keep going 'No, I should stick it out and just finish up here' or some thing similar.
This will be a 2nd semester where I probally won't be accomplishing anything.
Fran's current schedule
I've said many times, Castleton is suck for sciences. It's hard as hell to get into them. I always wind up having to change things around on my schedule near every time so I almost always wind up with another semester with one class that;s good for anything and the rest is just spinning my wheels. Or stress.
I've had anxiety dreams the past 3 nights.
School starts monday.
One of the consentrations you can do with Env Studies at Green Mountain is Sustainable Agriculture and Food Production.
It made me go "Ooo...."
...
I don't think I've had an "Ooo..." moment over Castleton stuff in a long while.
...
But what if I can't get the aid for it? (Just go talk to someone about it already)
The commute will be about the same. Before, I thought it would be longer.
My favorite place in Castleton is the greenhouse. I spent alot of my spare time there last semester kinda hiding out.
It's horrible timeing, as the new school year is just starting.
Somewhere on my desk I beleive I still have the CDrom from Green Mountain....
I never went to the open house. It just sorta... came and went and I did nothing.
I can't settle on a major at Castleton cause nothing sounds good.
I'm standing still again.
I'm afraid of screwing up. I'm worried that I'll get 'What, AGAIN?' kinda reactions.
Ma really didn't talk about it much when I tried brining it up. She said it was my desision.
I keep getting so frustrated at Castleton.
But what if it's just the same at Green Mountain?
I've been doing the Eco thing now for a few years at least. I honestly don't quite remembner when it started. One of my biggest "Ooo" moments at Castleton was going "Hey, cool! Enviromental Science/Studies!" And then I realized the program sucked.
Maybe I'm just directionless at Castleton because it's just not where I should be....
I kinda wish that Lisa was still around to go talk with about this, but I might go talk to Kelly.
I just have no idea what I'm gonna do.
A year later and I'm still biting my lip and indecisive.
Ma and I were in Poulty and I mentioned about Green Mountain being an Enviromental Science college. Ma instantly asks "So why aren't you going there?"
It's a very good question.
I've looked at it. I've vaugly looked into it. And I keep going 'No, I should stick it out and just finish up here' or some thing similar.
This will be a 2nd semester where I probally won't be accomplishing anything.
Fran's current schedule
I've said many times, Castleton is suck for sciences. It's hard as hell to get into them. I always wind up having to change things around on my schedule near every time so I almost always wind up with another semester with one class that;s good for anything and the rest is just spinning my wheels. Or stress.
I've had anxiety dreams the past 3 nights.
School starts monday.
One of the consentrations you can do with Env Studies at Green Mountain is Sustainable Agriculture and Food Production.
It made me go "Ooo...."
...
I don't think I've had an "Ooo..." moment over Castleton stuff in a long while.
...
But what if I can't get the aid for it? (Just go talk to someone about it already)
The commute will be about the same. Before, I thought it would be longer.
My favorite place in Castleton is the greenhouse. I spent alot of my spare time there last semester kinda hiding out.
It's horrible timeing, as the new school year is just starting.
Somewhere on my desk I beleive I still have the CDrom from Green Mountain....
I never went to the open house. It just sorta... came and went and I did nothing.
I can't settle on a major at Castleton cause nothing sounds good.
I'm standing still again.
I'm afraid of screwing up. I'm worried that I'll get 'What, AGAIN?' kinda reactions.
Ma really didn't talk about it much when I tried brining it up. She said it was my desision.
I keep getting so frustrated at Castleton.
But what if it's just the same at Green Mountain?
I've been doing the Eco thing now for a few years at least. I honestly don't quite remembner when it started. One of my biggest "Ooo" moments at Castleton was going "Hey, cool! Enviromental Science/Studies!" And then I realized the program sucked.
Maybe I'm just directionless at Castleton because it's just not where I should be....
I kinda wish that Lisa was still around to go talk with about this, but I might go talk to Kelly.
I just have no idea what I'm gonna do.