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It's been 10 min, I can get irratated....
If I would have spoke faster, would she has remembered my existance?
'She could have been kicked' my inner voice of near reason and sanity (who is one of the few things in my head that are still me... and not my creations.)
Yes... but to be kicked so soon after the other left?
I've told her I get upset when I don't get a proper chance to say goodbye. Would it have killled her to stay on the extra minute it would have taken to exchange "Bye!'s?"
15 min now. And now even my voice of reason has admitted there's little chance she's coming back.
Is it that I'm just becoming an irrataion? I keep trying to start conversations...
And it's near a week since we've played.
Am I that dependent a writer? That I need someone else to work with in order to get ideas?
I'm going to sit here... read my X manga.... and listen to Chess while my inner selves rage agaist a wall they can't even feel.
If I would have spoke faster, would she has remembered my existance?
'She could have been kicked' my inner voice of near reason and sanity (who is one of the few things in my head that are still me... and not my creations.)
Yes... but to be kicked so soon after the other left?
I've told her I get upset when I don't get a proper chance to say goodbye. Would it have killled her to stay on the extra minute it would have taken to exchange "Bye!'s?"
15 min now. And now even my voice of reason has admitted there's little chance she's coming back.
Is it that I'm just becoming an irrataion? I keep trying to start conversations...
And it's near a week since we've played.
Am I that dependent a writer? That I need someone else to work with in order to get ideas?
I'm going to sit here... read my X manga.... and listen to Chess while my inner selves rage agaist a wall they can't even feel.