frannyan | (no subject)

So I hear it went well. Tis good yes.

I still really don't regret not going.

Maybe it's selfish of me, I don't know. *sighs*

Would have been nice to see Rich and Sam, but...

I made alot of progress this weekend. I got alot done. I felt alot better. I got to see Josh [didn't get to duel him, but ah well. :)]

Small groups I know people and have something in common I do well with, like tounry. It's not like I have to intreact with everyone, just one person or a few at a time. Large groups who just happen to be where I am I'm also fine with. Again, it's not like I have to interact with them, just sharing space.

But a large gathering of people I barely know who know more of me then I know of them who'll exect me to be sociable that I have nothing in comon with but a threat of genetics and relationship...

If it wasn't a travel issue, I might have gone. If it wasn't so late at night, I might have gone. If it wasn't centered around someone I really don't care for and can't even really explane why, I might have gone.

I don't mind the Okalahoma thing. [I dislike the flying thing but.. *sighs* Maybe next we can manage a train with the parents?] It's not a single event (it just has an event with it) it's not late at night and it's centered around GreatGrandma, for the most part.

I dunno. I just... don't care for large parties. Specialy when I won't have anyone to hide behind or hide in a corner with.