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[frannyan]

Kaworu's brow furrowed. "I don't know if you can understand, Shin. Have you ever had something happen so that you wished you were dead? What about something that made you wish you hadn't been born? I--" He looked at his hands. "I've had to do so many things, had to let so many people take whatever they wanted from me, and none of them wanted anything more than physical satisfaction... But Houjun... The first time we had sex, she said that since it was the first time I'd gotten any pleasure out of it that she was my first. And I knew it wasn't true, but for a moment it felt like it was." He looked up, tears in his eyes. "She made me feel pure, Shin. When we're together... when she's not afraid, and there's no one to see us... that's how she always makes me feel. I WANT to be hers."


Is there a thread in there? A thread in this web that shines with your gold?

Gold and blue...