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frannyan ([personal profile] frannyan) wrote2001-07-11 04:46 am

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... hit the wrong button...

Got this e-mail from Lauren....

Fran--

I just want to apologize for being a horrible bitch to you.
I wanted to do this to your face, but that would mean waiting too
long, if I haven't all ready, & I tried leaving you a voicemail message
but the phones
aren't working. That's really it. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you. I
thought there were reasons once, but that's just bullshit. This does
not make up for it or excuse it. I just thought you deserved it.

I'm sorry, I almost want to say all these pleading sort of things, but
I really don't have the right to so . . . good night

see ya around
Lauren


I don't quite understand it... mainly, what brought this on...

Maybe it's the fact that Juchan just pulled Andachan back from the abyss that my brain is see this as a mildly worrysome thing...

This is the kinda thing that happens after a near death expreance, either yours or someone you care about's, a life shattering event... Or before someone tries to comit suicide. I hope to GOD it is not the last. Or any of those for that matter... maybe she just had a self-realzation type thing, I don't know...

It's just that, from what I know of Lauren, this isn;t normaly how she works... Unless she;s been hearing things and is trying a bit too late to correct all the things that have been slowly pilling up. *sigh*

We just roomed together too long

It's kinda like how Mike and I barely saw eachother for a year or so and now we're in teh same building and we don;t have the urge to drag the other to a deathmatch ring anytime soon....


Maybe she found out about the zombie room....