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Debating quitting Runescape. Or at least quitting membres. I spend too much time on it.
I spend too much time on the computer in general...
I know it's an adiction.. it keeps me from being social in the real world, it keeps me from being social in my own house. Have to be online, ahve to check when someone IMs, have to always be around...
Juchan pointed out that we don;t do things together much anymore. We both sit at our computers all evening. I need to turn the computer off. I need to not feel this need to be so plugged in. I need to not bootit up the instant I get up or come home. It kills my productivity, it sucks out my urge to do things. I sit here, hour after hour, just looking atthe screen... I haven't made candles in months, I haven't done sewing stuff in over a year, even though I promiced people plushies.
I'm doing what I did on campus again.
I need to stop being so heavily involved in things that aren't real.
Runescape isn't the problem. It's yet another symptom. Before RS, there was KnN. There was Sims. There was Damocles. There was PF. There were so many things...
I've been hiding behind my computer my entire life. I need to stop.
There's more to life then what's online.
I spend too much time on the computer in general...
I know it's an adiction.. it keeps me from being social in the real world, it keeps me from being social in my own house. Have to be online, ahve to check when someone IMs, have to always be around...
Juchan pointed out that we don;t do things together much anymore. We both sit at our computers all evening. I need to turn the computer off. I need to not feel this need to be so plugged in. I need to not bootit up the instant I get up or come home. It kills my productivity, it sucks out my urge to do things. I sit here, hour after hour, just looking atthe screen... I haven't made candles in months, I haven't done sewing stuff in over a year, even though I promiced people plushies.
I'm doing what I did on campus again.
I need to stop being so heavily involved in things that aren't real.
Runescape isn't the problem. It's yet another symptom. Before RS, there was KnN. There was Sims. There was Damocles. There was PF. There were so many things...
I've been hiding behind my computer my entire life. I need to stop.
There's more to life then what's online.