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Student again. @_@
@_@
Things the Fran learned today:
- Unexpected BS essay having to do still gives me mild panic attacks.
- My handwriting has gotten worse since my last big writing thingi.
- So has mu essay skills.
- I cannot write essays on paper and not have them be crap. I need a WP or NOTEPAD or SOMETHING. >< I need to beable to backspace and move my paragraphs around!
- Castelton people will listen to you blather on in a nervous wreck mannor and be sympathetic.
So.. yeah. Sign in and registration and all that accompished. I'll probally be spending a good part of the rest of the week back on campus taking care of things like finantial aid and all that. Must harass Heath Center to send my durn FORM over to the college....
I'm also gonna be spending mych time in the accidemic suport center. I asked about wither or not being M/D counted as a leaernign disorder and now I'm going to be having appointments with the learning specialist. She said she'll probally call sometime this week. Maybe I'll finaly get all the screwy things wrong with my brain figured so they can be handled. [Who knows, maybe I'll beable to read textbooks again. Haven't done that since middleschool. ^^ Huge chunks o text just send my eyes all @_@]
And there are two 'EVERYONE MUST TAKE THESE' courses that are goign to kill me that I'm taking this semester... Effective Speaking [Speaches infront of the class? I can't read aloud! I'm gonna have to memoize everything and just fake it! And the earliest open time is 3:30-4:45 when my brain is at it's most dead. Screeeeeewed.] and Touchstones of Wester Lit. [Kill me nooooow. @_@ Maybe I can get JUchan to read me everything aloud like a bedtime story... ^^; ]
And Soundings, which is another 'MUST TAKE' couse is going to just confuse the flying fuck outta me.
Thi sis a class that is not a class.
I shit you not.
It has no meeting time, it barely has a sylabus. You go to random events and... and I think you have to write something about them or SOMETHING, it's very much ont clear. I have no idea where you go to hand things in, or get the things you have to hand in or ANYTHING. And the one event they want everyone to go to [you get double credit for it] is a lecture on 'Terroizm and Militant Islam.' Ahahahahah NO. Make it 'Understanding Islam' and I'm there but I am so SICK of this post 9/11 culture. Do a lecture on Millitant Christiantiy or Millatant Judism, not this over done BS.
But anyway.
So much stuff to look at. @_@
Things the Fran learned today:
- Unexpected BS essay having to do still gives me mild panic attacks.
- My handwriting has gotten worse since my last big writing thingi.
- So has mu essay skills.
- I cannot write essays on paper and not have them be crap. I need a WP or NOTEPAD or SOMETHING. >< I need to beable to backspace and move my paragraphs around!
- Castelton people will listen to you blather on in a nervous wreck mannor and be sympathetic.
So.. yeah. Sign in and registration and all that accompished. I'll probally be spending a good part of the rest of the week back on campus taking care of things like finantial aid and all that. Must harass Heath Center to send my durn FORM over to the college....
I'm also gonna be spending mych time in the accidemic suport center. I asked about wither or not being M/D counted as a leaernign disorder and now I'm going to be having appointments with the learning specialist. She said she'll probally call sometime this week. Maybe I'll finaly get all the screwy things wrong with my brain figured so they can be handled. [Who knows, maybe I'll beable to read textbooks again. Haven't done that since middleschool. ^^ Huge chunks o text just send my eyes all @_@]
And there are two 'EVERYONE MUST TAKE THESE' courses that are goign to kill me that I'm taking this semester... Effective Speaking [Speaches infront of the class? I can't read aloud! I'm gonna have to memoize everything and just fake it! And the earliest open time is 3:30-4:45 when my brain is at it's most dead. Screeeeeewed.] and Touchstones of Wester Lit. [Kill me nooooow. @_@ Maybe I can get JUchan to read me everything aloud like a bedtime story... ^^; ]
And Soundings, which is another 'MUST TAKE' couse is going to just confuse the flying fuck outta me.
Thi sis a class that is not a class.
I shit you not.
It has no meeting time, it barely has a sylabus. You go to random events and... and I think you have to write something about them or SOMETHING, it's very much ont clear. I have no idea where you go to hand things in, or get the things you have to hand in or ANYTHING. And the one event they want everyone to go to [you get double credit for it] is a lecture on 'Terroizm and Militant Islam.' Ahahahahah NO. Make it 'Understanding Islam' and I'm there but I am so SICK of this post 9/11 culture. Do a lecture on Millitant Christiantiy or Millatant Judism, not this over done BS.
But anyway.
So much stuff to look at. @_@