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frannyan ([personal profile] frannyan) wrote2004-04-29 10:36 am

Ripples in a pond, damnit! Ripples in a godamned pond!

Ripples in a pond, leaf on a breaze, dust in the wind. All is transitory, all is nothing, nothing is all. This too, shall pass.

The force that holds you in place is of your own making. Do not be so cautious that you forget to live but do not live so mch that you forget to be cautious. Do not be so gauded that you cannot give, but do not give so much that you have nothing left.

Balance yourself.

Burying it all just makes it hurt more when it's unearthed once more.



Been thinking about the results from the Ego meme. One in particular. It's been putting me in a very Zen mood. That and the birthday thing has me thinking about time that has passed ['Time? There is infinate time']

I'm still some how I was. I worry about what people think, I try to be what they want... but now, I know when to draw the line. [for the most part] The majority of the world doens't matter, but those I'm close to...

Thinking about umbrellas and symbolism. Thinking of mirrors and refections [kagami to eizou] masks and scars, giving all and taking it back, wishes and trades, hopeful dreams and petty wars. How much has changed, and how much as stayed the same. Parts that I still hide and the ironicness of it all.

Astor, Shin and Hawk. All three together in one, in a way. [horray for cripticness. :P :)] Similarly, the Bakurae.


There are times I don't say anything because it doesn't matter. But after a while, all the little doesn't matters start building up to a large issue that does matter.


and the first alf of this would have been a BaranoChou post but with the 2nd, it'll go here.