Heh...

[frannyan]

It's amusing to note no matter how cryptic or random my LJ posts are, at least one person nudges to make sure I haven;t lost it. *Smiles* *hugs her brother*

I think I'll be fine. I'm slowly starting to deal with reality... hell if I'm gonna put the TV on for anything other then Iron Chef and dub mocking.

I went grocery shopping... got stuff for dinner and cheesecake. I've been wanting it for a while and decided to go for it. I'm still not going into Rutland for a bit out of pure patheticness. I'll leave the house but I won;t leave the town.

I don't think I'm going to the shower this weekend. I feel so fucked up by all this... I shoul dbe making candles but they'd come out so wrogn if I tried....

So I sit here, reading fanfics, taping Yuugiou for Nerp and listening to music. I'll cook later, I promiced the Juchan shitake chiken.

I should find my Sarah M. tape... the sound clip keeps playing "This is the last night of the world...."


"Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away....
Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away....."